This is a list I made for Wonderboy of the things I need right now.
I want to be your cherished, valuable toy.
I want to hear you love me more often. Every day preferably.
I want to hear you think I’m beautiful, that my body is beautiful and desirable, that you want me more than anything else. I want you to compliment things about my body.
I want you to commend on everything you make me do. I want you to tell me that I’ve done a good job. I want you to tell me how no one else can do a job as good, that no one else is like me, and that I’m the only one you want.
I want you to cherish me, caress my face, kiss me a little, caress my back and my head as you tell me, what I mean to you.
I want you to treat me like a little girl. I want you to tell me things I don’t understand and guide me.
I want you to show me my place. It makes me feel safe.
I’m terrified of disappointing you. I’m terrified of not being good enough. Show me that I can fulfill you, that everything you make me do I can do and that you appreciate it.
I get scared. Hold me and tell me, how you love me. Tell me I am yours. Tell me what that means to you. Tell me you own me and how you’ll keep me safe.